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Thursday, October 14, 2010

Mood Swings :(



I cried , None know my feeling .


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I'm super hyper no mood right now :(
sigh , wonder why I have such life ?!
disappointed on them , sigh .


Yamamoto asked me to be cruel & mean for sometimes .
but I don't think I can .
I miss primary's friends lots .


Only my primary's friends , Yamamoto & Some of my friends can really cheer me up .
others , fucking useless .
they are fucking fake , I wonder why they could be that fake .


I really wish that I can change to same school with my primary friends !
I don't want my life like now , full of fake friends !
and yea , some of them are fucking mean !


if you're rich enough , they will be very good to you .
if you're not rich , they will just leave you alone .
Don't wanna to layan you and talk bad about you .


can you just imagine that your life is full of these friends ?!
I cant tolerate this kind of life .
damn regret to study in Subang , I wish I can study in Klang :(


maybe , Klang is only the place which I suit :)
stay at there , I can be very happy & always have true friends beside me .
but for subang ? Sorry , I'm not a rich person ` so I don't suit the place .


before I went to secondary life , I always think that friendship should be
share our secrets together , play together , love each other as best friends , Tahan each other if one of them did something wrong , argue with them is just a small case cause after the day we will good back .


but once i went to secondary , every thing had changed .
my life had changed lots .
its not that good as primary . :(


Can I have back my primary's time ? -___-
cause I felt lots of stress in this school , secondary's friends .
I just don't know why I will waste my tears in friendshit !


yeaa , friendshit is what I have right now .
its not friendship , its a SHIT ! >.<
I know I shouldn't care about that friendshit , but then I cant :(


they & I be friends like quite a long time .
they can be that cruel but I cant :(
sometimes I really feel that I'm a stupid .



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Just hope everything will be fine , soon .




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